Sunday, April 30, 2017

Phone Call


Phone Call

J.M.Blondin

4/29/2017

 (Click and a ring. Click)

Hello this is Jane. I’m sorry that I missed your call and I will return it as soon as I can. Thank you for calling and sharing a few moments of your life with me.
Click.
 Please leave your message after the beep.
 
Jane, Janie this is Julian. I just wanted to tell you have incredibly happy I am to know you. To tell you just how much you have made my life better this past year and to tell you just how much I love you.
A year ago I thought my life was over. I was sure that I would never have a reason to smile ever again. Then I latterly bumped into you and from that moment on the sun started shining again, birds sang and color came back into my life.
I want so badly to insure that you never ever wonder just how much love you have put in my life, to know that everything I even think of you my soul smiles.
Thank you. Thank you for rescuing me, thank you for saving me and thank you for loving this broken man. Thank you for being the glue that allowed me to put myself together and for helping me become someone that you could love and hold and .. Well love.
I wish that you could have answered the phone this time, I so wish that I could have told you this and I could have heard the smile in your voice. I am telling you this now. Leaving this message because I have to know that you know so that I can proceed with what I have to do.
I love you and I will miss you always. I am so sorry that I died a few minutes ago before I could tell you in person. Please don’t forget me.

Click

 

J.M.Blondin

4/29/2017

 

Wednesday, April 26, 2017

Thinking


I was thinking today that our lives are a lot like small pebbles on the beach. We get pushed back and forth by the waves of life. We all move in the same basic direction although some of us resisted the wave’s action and try to strike out on our own. Some of us are that jutting stone just off shore defying the push and pull of the water while all the time slowly breaking down. As time goes by we lose our sharp outer edges and become more rounded and less resistant to the pull of the wave and with time we settle deeper into the beach where life’s storm and quiet affect us less. Sometimes parts of us are pulled away, never too been seen again. Eventually the water, life, wares us down until there is nothing left but a memory of our place on the beach and with the passage of time even that fades as we are replaced by other grains of sand, still sharp sided and restless trying to make a place for themselves on the beach.
J.M.Blondin
4/26/2017

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Schoolhouse


Schoolhouse

J.M.Blondin

3/15/2017

 
It was a dare, that’s what started the whole thing. One of those kid things, I dare you.
Spend the night at the old school house, inside or out it doesn’t matter but you have to stay there for the whole night. So here he was standing beside his brother’s car.

After pushing his pack through a tear in the chain linked fence he forced his way through, reached back and grabbed the folding steel chair he had brought with him. Pulling it through the gap the metal on metal squeal was enough to set your teeth on edge.

He straightened up looking to where his brother was sitting in the car watching him, a half smile on his face. He raised his hand in a halfhearted wave which his brother acknowledged by flashing the head lights at him. Jerry watched as Mark backed the car around and headed out clearing the drive. As he turned onto the main road he tooted the horn and waved again out the window and then the car disappeared down the road hidden by the trees.

Jerry hefted up the chair, picked up the bag the he had pushed through the opening first with water and some sandwiches and turned toward the building. The sun hasn’t quite set as yet but the gloom around the old building was deeply seated already. Jerry stood there for a long moment wondering to himself if taking the bet was really the best idea he had come up with lately or that maybe he should just pull out his phone and call Mark back.

Pulling his shoulders back and visibly straightening he stepped forward swinging the pack in one hand and the chair in the other in rhythm with his steps. “They’re not going to win this one” he said aloud with halfhearted conviction.

The schoolhouse has sat here along this lonely stretch of road for over one hundred and fifteen years. Before it was a place of learning it was a boarding house that kept children abandoned by their parents either by death or desertion. Disease and poverty ran rampant in this part of the country. There was never a shortage of children to fill the few beds within the structure.

Records were not kept back then so the numbers of children that passed through these doors either as a pupil or to live in is unknown. No one has ever came forward and claimed that “they” were one of the lucky ones. Whatever records were ever maintained have been lost or destroyed to protect whomever or they became bug food after the house was closed.  Stories abound about things that go bump in the night. This old building is no exception. Standing alone out here, its nearest neighbor miles away, it has always been a focal point for folk lore and stories based on more speculation then fact.

The town suffered with the times and has over the years pulled in its borders in a vain attempt to remain viable. As people have died or families have up and left the city limits has been forced to pull in. The school house like so many other buildings out here were abandoned. People just walked away leaving behind anything they could not carry with them or they no longer wanted. Farms and homes as well as this old schoolhouse have slowly fallen into decay and ruin. Most of the homes have long since fallen into heaps of rot, mounds only covered by the vines and weeds that have taken over. But this schoolhouse was built of stone and for the most part is still intact. Efforts were made to reuse the building but they were also discarded.

Jerry like so many others that were born in this town knew all the stories and had like others told a few of his own invention. He had finally been called on his boast that, “I’m not afraid of that old place. It’s just a building, long empty. There is nothing to worry about, nothing to be afraid of.” His boasting has now landed him here at the place he said he was not afraid of.

Mark and his friends called him on the boast, made a bet with him that he would not last the night and if he did then they would buy the beer for his victory party. “So here I am” thought Jerry wryly now standing beside the building. “God it even smells old”. He slowly walked around the perimeter looking at the broken windows, some of their frames ajar. The broken wide steps leading to the double doors with the thick lock and rusty chain holding them together.

He slowly walked around the entire building surveying everything. In the old fenced in playground there still stood what was left of a swing set. Half of one swing, the only one left, hung lifelessly from a rusty chain. Alongside it stood the uprights of another, the rest laid rusting in the dirt where feet use to run.

Once he completed his circuit of the building Jerry stopped along the west side kicking down some dead but still standing grass. He dropped his back pack and set up the chair, his back to the building. He pulled out his phone and checked the time. 6:34, it will be dark soon he thought settling into the steel seat.

Jerry put the phone into his shirt pocket as it went into power saver mode and the screen went dark. He noted that the battery still had 80%. “Not a problem” he said aloud. Picking up the back pack he pulled out a PBJ sandwich and a bottle of water.

As the sun began to set behind the tree line Jerry felt his phone vibrate. Pulling it out the screen showed a text from Mark. “Scared yet little bro? It will be dark very soooooooon and the ghosts will be out to get you!” Jerry laughed. The text went on, “just call me if you get to scared and need me to rescue you.” There was a smiley face at the end of the text.

Jerry typed back. “The hell with you man. I am winning this bet and you and all your smart assed friends will be buying me the beers. You’ll see.” He hit send, then dropped the phone back in his pocket.

As the darkness crept across the land, first throwing long shadows from the tree line then even those vanished in the last of the light. Jerry got up and walked back to the playground fence. “I wonder how many kids went through this place?” he thought. Absently pushing on the fence post in front of him, it cracked and fell with a thud causing Jerry to jump. “Shit,” he said looking around to see if anyone was watching then laughing at himself at the reaction. “You dumb ass… there ain’t anyone here!”

Jerry turned and headed back to the chair that now was almost invisible next to the building in the waning light. As he reached the chair he saw a flash of light. Swinging his head toward the light he saw a large thunderhead in the distance. Throwing his arms up in the air he said, “shit….that just figures…rains coming.”

Grabbing the water bottle off the chair when he had left it he crammed it into the back pack then pickup up the chair. Not bothering to fold it he walked along the edge of the building toward the front stopping under the roof awning that extended out further than the roof line.

Resetting the chair he sits down, places the backpack down beside him and leans back, the back of the chair against the building. Looking up in the darkness he can make out the edge of the awning and thinks that he will be dry here if it rains.

His phone vibrates. Pulling it out its Mark again. “Hey, mom wants to know where you are. I had to tell her. It’s storming like hell here and she’s making me come get you before the storm hits you.” Jerry types back, “If I don’t stay here I lose?” to which Mark responds, “no. Let’s call it time out and we’ll try again one night when the weathers better. You’re not scared…. right?” “Kiss my ass!” Jerry types back. “Come get me but I win. It’s dark out here. There is nothing going on and nothing to be scared of. I will be waiting for you.” “OK” Mark types, “Heading out now”

“Asshole” Jerry says to the phone then puts it back in his pocket. Looking around he cannot see more than a few feet. Looking out towards the tree line he can just make out the difference between them and the sky, the sky being a bit lighter.

The storm is getting closer and the lightening strokes closer together. Jerry is getting a bit antsy. He gets up and walks to the end of the building a few feet away; looking towards the road for the sign of headlights he says, “Come on Mark for god’s sake, how long does it takes to drive here?”

Walking back he pulls out his phone. Checking the screen there’s nothing from Mark. Typing as he once again sits, “where the fuck are you? It will be pouring here any minute.” Hitting send he picks up the sound of a car coming through the woods. As he turns he can now see headlights filtering through the trees. “’bout godamn time” he says reaching back to pick up the chair and back pack.

Stopping mid move he thinks. “No one is going to believe that I was here. His asshole friends will say that Mark and I are lying about coming out here.” Jerry pulls out his phone again and brings up the camera. “I’ll just shoot a picture of the side of the building showing my back pack and chair.”

He turns to face the direction along the side of the building one hand still on the chair. As he places his finger on the button to shoot the picture Mark beeps the cars horn. As the camera flashes Jerry jerks his head around to see Mark is at the fence. Jerry drops the phone in his pocket, grabs the chair folding it up. Bending over and he snags the strap on the backpack slinging it up to his shoulder.

As he opened the back door to throw in the chair and pack into the back seat large cold drops of rain hit him in the head. He slammed the door and pulled open the front door slumping into the seat.

“Hey” Mark said as he backed the car away from the fence. Jerry looking through the windshield as the lights swept across the building and then the yard. Pointing, “See” he said pointing out the front. “Nothing there, nothing to be afraid of. You suckers owe me some beers” he said gleefully. The storm broke on top of them as they headed down the road into the woods towards home.

Mark smiling said, “and just how are you gonna prove that you were out here wise guy? What if I refuse to back you?” “Easy buttwipe!” Jerry said as he pulled out his phone. “I took a picture showing my shit besides the building.” Thumbing up the photos he held up the phone so Mark could see the screen. Mark glanced over and slammed on the brakes bring the car to a skidding stop. In the dash lights Marks face went white. “Look at the picture man..look at the picture!” Jerry turned the phone so that he could see the picture that Mark was looking at.

There on the screen the picture shows the nearly translucent forms of many children, more than a hundred, their eyes dead black holes. They were all over the yard and playground, all looking toward the camera. They were dressed in what looked like torn rags hanging from their stick like bodies, their skin white in the flash. At the bottom of the picture Jerry could see his hand atop the chair back. The closest child, a little girl with long black hair, was reaching out toward Jerry’s hand where it gripped the chair, her finger tips less than an inch from his.

Neither boy said anything the rest of the way home.